So much for that great feeling

Six weeks is around the corner, and I am afraid to eat, I'm so nauseous and my stomach is all crampy. Living on broth and green ginger tea for right now. So exhausted.

Having a problem because I'm in a wedding in September and I have my (gorgeous, absolutely love it, got to pick it out) dress. But there's no way it's going to work with a 5 month belly. So I have to go exchange it, and probably soon because of ordering issues, but without the bride knowing since we're not telling friends till the end of June. And I don't want to exchange until we've got a heartbeat and know everything is okay. Conundrum.